mothering in the floods

in search of safety
on with it,
I said to myself
and so, here one of the most haunting, atmospheric, interesting books (of nowadays one of my favourite contemporary writers, Megan Hunter). I loved Hunter ´s Days of Light, and this one, her novel, poemlike, prosegenre lines overwritten The End We Start From, made me love her even more. The novel (poem?) moved me, kept me up one night and it was powerful, the urge of this mother of one in the most peculiar circimnstances made me live with her her days, her darks night, the world flooding, London under water.
Yet again, there a re floods in the books I read. The world was flooding in Exit Party, London in Private Rites. Now in Megan Hunter ´s and can I just one more time praise how wonderful skilful poetical lyrical beautiful novel The End We Start From really is.
It is all I have. I am a one-trick mother."
The world is dangerous, they, this new family, they are in danger and they need to leave their home.
They, and most closely this woman, wifelike to R, looks for safety, go from place to place, from one shelter to another, and this woman, alone since R has left somewhere, looking for shelter, safety, she hopes but she is left alone with this newborn baby and there is not much to eat but she keeps breatsfeeding, keeping her baby alive she is a first time mother, she needs to keep her baby safe and even though this is no where close to the life she once knew, lead, that corporate life, she needs to mother this child.The baby grows, opens his eyes, starts grasping things, crawls, soon stands up and all the time floods are taking over, taking over London and now that I have read a couple of dystopias of this kind, I think I am getting a fear of flooding.